I have my own heartbreaking past.
I have my memories from back then.
I regret it. my wrongdoings. my sins.
I treasure it. the lessons. the hikmah.
I am keeping the past, I am reserving the memories
for my next step towards the future.
My Deen taught me to realise that those things are actually really precious.
I have HIM.
I have Allah.
Those who return to Allah shall have everything :)